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09:00am 21/06/2006
  Today is the day of days. My motha fuckin' 21st birthday bitches! hahaha. if you're over 21(or have a fakey) in Indy this weekend
we are goign out to the bars in celebration so I don't know what you're waiting for...Cell it! Peace.
 
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07:53pm 18/06/2006
  want to break things at the moment  
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A chance encounter with a song....   
05:45pm 13/06/2006
  Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight
Looking kind of anxious in your cross armed stance
Like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance
And I claim Im not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends
The truth is its myself
And Im trying to understand myself
And pinpoint where I am
By the time I get things figured out
Ive change the whole damn plan
Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight
Talking shit about a pretty sunset
Blanketing opinions that Ill probably reget soon
Ive changed my mind so much I cant even trust it
My mind changed me so much I cant even trust myself


Modest Mouse - Talking Shit About a Pretty Sunset...

I, in my honest of opinions, could not have said how I feel about my
life more accurately than this song.
 
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11:02am 10/06/2006
  Reassures the only aim of my life
Please reassure me that I'm doing alright

No more calls on the telephone
She's been turned off and i'm all alone
She's been switched off inside my head
An imaginary friend sitting by my bed
 
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05:14pm 06/06/2006
  I want to do something about this....I want to take a stand. But if no one else
cares why should I stand up for them? I understand its the 'right' thing to do
but if they don't care if their civil rights are trampled, their phones are illegally
tapped, etc.....nevermind I answered my own question. The end.
 
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If I said it once   
04:57pm 06/06/2006
  I'll say it again

"Of course the people don't want war. But After all, it's the leaders of the country who determine the policy, and it's always a simple matter to drag the people along whether it's a democracy, a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. Voice or no voice, the people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the pacifists for lack of patriotism, and exposing the country to greater danger."

-Hermann Goring at the Nuremberg Trials
 
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09:04am 02/06/2006
  life will be spent alone....alone because I can't trust others. I watch other people stab each other
in the back every day, committing horrible acts against your brother and sisters. Lying to anothers
face so you don't have to face the consequences of your actions. your lust for another.....so did you
ever really love him? are you just scared? always have to have somebody to hold on to....being alone
your conscience will start to eat at you....losing sleep at night over your actions, I can sleep
peacefully at night, for I have tried my hardest throughout my life to treat others how I wish to
be treated and to respect others. I'm trust worthy and honorable....I've worked my entire life to get
to where I'm at and I have so much further to go...So now if you'll excuse me I'm going to go sleep
peacefully on my pillar over world to rise in the morning with the rising, beautiful sun.....
 
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09:04am 02/06/2006
  Gotta love the money changers. House of Rothschild anyone? Federal Reserve Act....
“In the absence of the gold standard, there is no way to protect savings from confiscation through inflation. There is no safe store of value.”
-Alan Greenspan, 1967, from "Gold and Economic Freedom"
 
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03:21am 29/05/2006
  so fucking cool.,to fuckign aocool fore you ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......................i candsa se teh whoel fucking world on thifre whjo awant to s love some hwo hates himself!@>? you aven my empire of dirt, i let will let you sdown
jsut slap me in the fuckign face and afc all me a lsoer i doeserxcve it nthing but a big bpeice o fshhit
i sdesercve everyhing i gere
tell me you hate me, tell met that oyu loath me............say zach you are a hugeas ypice of shit, i need i t i want it i iave to have it ifucknig don't nderstand why no ones cars i try so i hard to be perfecta nd good yetr id nevers matters to you, im still just secondrate , a back up, nothing more, nothing unique at all, just a filler.
 
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07:47pm 25/05/2006
  how come all i think of is you.....you kissing someone else....living with someone else...
I would have done anything for you....but to you im just garbage.....what do i really
mean to you? fuck it....i'll say fuck you....i'll build my empire...i'll build the greatest
fucking empire there ever was......just to show you im not trash....that im not garbage....
that im worth something....im worth anything.
 
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05:42pm 03/05/2006
  Angels on the sideline,
Puzzled and amused.
Why did Father give these humans free will?
Now they're all confused.

Don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around?
Plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys
Where there's one you're bound to divide it
Right in Two

Angels on the sideline,
Baffled and confused.
Father blessed them all with reason,
And this is what they choose?

Monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground.
Silly monkeys give them thumbs they forge a blade
And where there's one they're bound to divide it
Right in two.

Monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground.
Silly monkeys give them thumbs they make a club,
And beat their brother down.
How they survive so misguided is a mystery.
Repugnant is a creature who would squander the ability,
To lift an eye to heaven, conscious of his fleeting time here.

Cutting our love right in two

Fight over the clouds, over wind, over sky
Fight over your lie, over blood, over anything
Fight over love, over sun, over nothing
Fight till they die,
(Ahhh!) over what? for their ending

Angels on the sideline again,
[Mixing love / Benched along] with patience and reason.
Angels on the sideline again,
Wondering where this tug of war will end.

Cutting our love right in two

--Right In Two by Tool
 
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12:04am 02/05/2006
  running down a dream....who knows when you can wake up from a dream...
you could wake up tomorrow or in 50 years from now....or whenever you
decide to wake up from the dream....but what is a dream and what is real?
 
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10:34pm 12/04/2006
  so yeah....nothing really new...live journals pretty much dead.
two and half more weeks of school....then four more semesters
and im finally done.

yes.
 
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06:34am 18/03/2006
  im just a fucking shild inide godug fuckign damnti fucknga hate itayh  
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09:05pm 24/02/2006
  I'd just like to say thanks for all your support for the encouragment for
me to quit smoking. If you can't tell im being seriously
fucking sarcastic.
 
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03:43pm 09/02/2006
  Today is a good day.  
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01:23pm 06/02/2006
  i can't believe what is happening.  
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03:02am 05/02/2006
  I think that was the last time I'll ever see you....been feeling
wierd lately.....
 
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04:34pm 02/02/2006
  sometimes you just have to laugh....hahahaha  
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09:20pm 31/01/2006
  I'd love to put a 'bullet' through everyones head right now. I'm so fucking
pissed off. I'm fucking shaking. I'm disguisting now. Why would anyone ever
want to be with me now. IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED I JUST WANT IT TO FUCKING END
why do you do this to me? what the fuck is so wrong in my head? to gut a deer
and watch all the blood flow out, to rip out its interals, knowing you just
ended a life. you never felt anything like it. just end it. you know you want
to. ripping up your spine, every electric pulse feels like a vice around your
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